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Monday, July 31, 2006
'My Dear'

love is actually two hands holding together... and it realli needs alot of feeling to be together...otherwise.... it's gone...

I hope she knows i realli hold her hand veri hard...

I love her everything...

Jus wan to be with her... forever..


--junyan--
10:26 am
'My Mum'

my mum ... fail her urine test once again...on last saturday..the doctor said tat becos polyclinic onli provide simple urine test.. so he cannot determine my mum's problem...and will schedule her to go NUH (National University Hospital) on this coming week.. to take an overall test.. on her urine ... inorder to know the reason why she have an unusual amount of blood stain and while blood cells inside her urine....

please bless my mum...


--junyan--
10:15 am
on saturday... after coming back from my dear's hse... i saw a cage .. it's beside the lift and i can hear cat meowing....so out of curious i went to have a look and i was surprise to see a grayish brown cat... the cat is actually quite cute wan.. and it's veri clean lor...with a red neck tie.. and a bell on it.. i am quite puzzled and sad which owner so hurtless throw him away lidat... there also some label beside the cage... it wrote 'i love mimi forever' so tink the cat is call mimi lorz.. and it's written by a small kid....

and i decided to kept it for a nite... inside my hse..(wah u know actually a cat can meow whole nite man, becos he don wan to be in cage..) becos this cat is taken care by people since young.. and it doesn't hav surival skills to live on street.. so it needs to be taken care by people...otherwise will suffer on streets.. but mi and my mum can't take care of it for long term.. becos we are working people ma.. so weekdays hor.. we will onli be at home after 6pm... and for me.. i will onli return home at midnite.. jus on time to sleep on bed.. and recharge myself for tml....

after all the thinking... i decided to search for spca fone number... and i went online and search... and i found it.. at spca.org.sg and their telephone number is 62875355... and i call them... at 1am!! and i thought no one will pick up becos.. where got office line in the middle of the nite got ppl pick up wan..... in the end... after ringing for quite sometime.. (tink the person sleep beside phone ba..) someone picked up.. leh... and he sounds like an indian... and he wrote down all my details.. and promise they will come tml ...

so the next day morning i actually wake up and try to play with the cat.. becos.. he didn't cry lah..just tat he feel veri uncomfortable to be close into a small cage so he keep meowing...anyway he is veri clean de wor.. never shit at all sia.. so i use eye power... look at it's eyes... trying to communicate with the cat.. and hope to let the cat know... tat he is not alone... someone is trying to protect u...and he look back at mi... all the way.. and meow... (dunno is tat a signal..haha)
after while... around 10am... spca ppl finally knock my door.. (also an indian... how come spca.. like onli got indian ppl) and pick the cat away.... and i hope.. he will find a new owner... as it hav 1 year of time.. and chances... there...(compare streets.. and spca which hav food everyday...plus he doesn't hav street survial skill). after tat i went to queensway... to buy cloths and eat meat ball..liaoz...


--junyan--
9:23 am



Friday, July 28, 2006
on tuesday... i saw my dear... wear veri nice.. office wear... she never hav the habit of bathing rite away after she went back... i dunno am i senseative anot.. after her bath.. i smell her neck... it's veri diff...(she ask mi to wait at home for her... instead of going to lucky plaza in the past...) since tat sms when a guy wans her to be his girlfren... i hav lost my direction... hoping she will be fine... and remember all our promises we made..after all why she picked mi... and now do this to me or it's jus some misunderstanding?...something must be done.... it realli hurts..realli luv her...

now... when she ask mi to go home at 10pm.. does she realli sleeps or do her office work?? friends....then why she picked mi? wat are all the miss calls in the past for??

don mean to hurt u in any... i jus feel veri pain now.. dunno how to solve this problem... between us

our 4th is coming... on 1 august 2006 :)


--junyan--
10:41 am



Tuesday, July 25, 2006
A long relationship needs confident and sense of security...promises and reaction will always link to tat confident.. so if there is a change to the promises and reaction.. a relationship will desire to collapse..becos there is no confident and sense of security....anymore..


--junyan--
9:24 am



Friday, July 21, 2006
yes... finally today is friday!!!.. it's always my happiest day... over the whole week becos it's a day tat make mi feel like... aRhh.. this is my last work day of the week.. but this week abit diff la... becos weekend still hav to come back.... but nvm ma.. tml after work i bring my dear to somewhere to eat..good food.. hehe.. make her chubby chubby... so can hug her better.. hahaz

had a chat with my dear's mum yesterday... i told her tat my mum hav agreed about the trip.. which is around mid nov... and now i need to make a passport for her becos.. since the malaysia passport she made many years ago... she didn't realli travel out of singapore for the past... 15 yrs? my god.. ya 15 yrs.... so better let her go overseas.... while she still hav the energy to go.. haiz... make her happy.. as i realli thanks her for taking care of mi.. and caring mi...so mani years.. and give up alot of things... 4 mi...

hmm.. my dear dear going back to see her daddy 2nite... so i will be going over to tampines de area to pei them....


--junyan--
9:11 am



Wednesday, July 19, 2006
alot of things hav changed since i left the army....and i heard that yesterday my bridge office also move to jurong camp le... and now only our warehse is left alone...so actually i am quite sad to tink about it...becos warehse and office are one unit during my army days.. and now are forever apart..under a different unit and different boss...haiz.. but anyway i hav taken half day leave on 4th august to go back to maju camp and return my army ez-link card...also finally can go back and sneak look of my camp and friends inside...becos after i left on 22 june 2006 for ord..and i hav never step back the camp since...

i will be having a busi week... and will be working 7 days for coming 2 weeks until 31 july... so to compare this and my army life which is 5days week is already different... but in money sense.. other then transport fees and some extra money needed to buy food..(during army days... we hav bus stamp and free food at cookhouse) there isn't much adjustment from the rest..... and this money will help my savings and my future...hmm..most ppl workhard becos they wan a better life or a better future... so do i.. ma...

hope 31 july will come asap.. so tat i don hav to do 7days a week of work anymore for a while and i can spent time with my mum and dear...to me... money is important... earn more money i also happy becos can spent more.. and save more.. but!!! if becos of OT i cannot spent time with my mum and my dear... i will never do it... never... money cannot buy happiness... so i try to do as little OT as i can...also don wan lose my job ma... so must balance.. lor :P


--junyan--
9:17 am



Tuesday, July 18, 2006
today... is a much happier day for mi as compared to yesterday... my mum told mi tat everything of her checkup yesterday was ok.. other then she is having abit more white blood cells in her urine... and need to see doctor again 2 weeks later for another test... other then tat she has no TB... no dengue fever... no lung cancer .. and i am happy to hear tat... hahaha

Went to my dear's hse last nite as usual... saw her mum and aunt who jus came back from their bangkok shopping trip...and they brought back alot of tibits and cloths..and they gimme some...for mi and my mum... which makes mi feel veri paiseh... becos already go her hse and eat everyday... yet they gimme things somemore...hmmm... they are realli nice ppl lorz... i can realli feel tat... and i must takecare of my dear.. and try my best to buy things she wants...and make her happi.. haha

I also told her tat I will have OT ... everyday until 31 july... also include weekends... and i tink she feel veri sad... but i realli cannot do anything much as this is my job... unless i don wanna work and earn $$ lor... i am not tat useless person ma... so old liaoz.. le... haha..

But in return.. i will earn more $$ so i can save... for my education ... driving license...my nIkE ShOe!!!! and also can treat my dear better food...and aiming to buy a veri nice and unique birthday gift for her on 6 Nov 2006...


--junyan--
9:13 am



Monday, July 17, 2006
Sunday, I woke up at 10am.. knowing tat my mum is sick.. and I will need to takeover my mum to do the weekly cleaning of the house... so i sweep floor,mob floor and worst wAsH tOiLeT!!! so smelly..!! until around 1.30pm .. i hang national flag...outside my hse..and go bath...

Bath le.. i pei my mum for lunch...(finally she can walk with energy le) after it i went to my dear's workplace to pei her... as she hav to work on sunday... until 5pm..(so tired for her work the whole week... haiz but she watch magician of love and play game during work leh!!!on sunday how to pity her..haha).. during it i also went to mit a campmate call rudy.. and he update mi on wat happen in the camp after i ORD... our life direction after army.. and worst is about his relationship that ended after 2 years of run... haiz... and after tat i go back office to find her and we went for a slow walk until centerpoint area and took bus 16 back home....

When reach home... we watch mummy returns until around 9.30pm...she told mi she hav watch it 3 times le.. and she never get bored of it.. becos it's a veri nice movie..i tink it's not bad lor... as the story is veri creative... like never seen b4..

After tat i went to her room and we come to one part tat we discuss about our relationship direction... becos alot of things hav happens and hav realli test our relationship...

Like our long hours of work? she hav to work on weekend.. ? i have to work everyday until 8.30pm when i am on OT...? i also hav OT on weekend.. jus tat i haven't got it yet...? my mum's sickness? time i use to do house work? and she wans abit more freedom? alot la.. but i can onli said is tat... I realli love her... I realli give my best... and i wish her happy...

I know she wan mi to understand tat.. whenever we quarrel i must consider wheather she ignored mi becos of her work... or becos she realli wans a new direction...and don make hush decision.. on every step of our relationship..

I told her alot of my feelings and my view on our relationship together.. and i tink we can last veri long unless she wans a new direction.. but once this relationship is gone...i tink she must find someone else tat hav the heart.. and effort tat i put in it.. before she can consider.. and someone who don hurt her.. like last time some of those guys.. b4 we know each other....those old days....


--junyan--
9:43 am
I thought it was a nice saturday... becos it was my mum's 61st birthday.. and around 11am when i was about to tell her tat we are going out soon .. she told mi...tat she coughed blood out.. and would wan mi bring her to see a doctor..also she is having fever... so i took a bath rite away...anyway it's her 3rd time seeing doctor within a month so sad...

Without any choice we take a cab... to the polyclinic... so tat she could see the doctor becos it only open till 12noon on saturday... things get worst tat we are suppose to see doctor earlier then those who arrive the clinic 5-10mins later.. but becos the doctor tat we are being assigened see's patient slowly.. my mum famously become the last person who see a doctor in jurong east polyclinic on her birthday... power rite.. birthday go polyclinic see doctor.. ended become last patient in tat polyclinic..can feel tat every staff from tat polyclinic wanna go home.. so they jus look at my mum lor..as a sense of hope for them?? dunno la.. haiz... so suay mi and my mum....

Finally, it's our turn, and the doctor seems to be like from china de... but he veri friendly to my mum... and ask alot of importment questions releated to her cough.. specially the doctor notice tat the antibiotics tat the last doctor given one week ago.. doesn't help her cough at all.. so the doctor decided to change the medication.. see wheather does it suit my mum anot.. also the doctor wants my mum to be back to the clinic on monday..by order... for an x-ray on her chest.. and take some blood test... to check wheather she hav.. TB(antibiotics doesn't stop her cough at all),dengue fever(my house area is a dengue fever cluster for the past 2 weeks) worst.. lung cancer(oh no!! pls nono)...

The mediciation feedback from my mum...is tat since she took the new tablet..she is coughing lesser... seems tat the medicine does help her...for now...

After being her to see doctor... my dear came my hse... after her work... to pei mi... and we slack awhile at home until around 5 plus(partly is to ensure my mum is alrite) and we went to jurong point for a walk... and she do nail medicure.. at jurong point...but sadly.. the person who does medicure for her did badly.. and her nails look worst.. as compare to when she put the nail paint herself.... but anyway it's all rite la.. $10.. got someone sit down help u polish ur nail.. consider an enjoyment rite!

After her medicure.. we went for dinner at jurong point de mac.. and as usual we hav student meal.. haha why student meal becos it's cheaper ma... can save moni... so tat next time i will buy better things for her...once i save enuff money..i surly will de... then it's around 6plus le.. so we decided to go home.. becos we wanna see fireworks from national stadium... and we could clearly see it from her room... (actually her room view is veri nice de)...so we decided to go home lor...

Becos we are behind time... we ended up seeing the fireworks on bus 33... then when we reach home le... it's too late... the ndp preview performance is already over... so the next fireworks launch will be on the next preview show on 29 july...


--junyan--
9:10 am



Friday, July 14, 2006
hmm.. tomolo.. is my mum's 61 years old birthday... and it onces again remind mi the limited time i had with my mum as compared to others...and so i realli hope tat she can life until 90 years old.. healthly ..to make up tat lost time and also to see mi get married... and even have children..tinking abit far liaoz..

also hope the 4d which i always buy.. $1 big.. onli..(i calcuate le.. if u bet more then $1 overall even the number open.. u will still lose money..unless u kanna 10k or 20k tat kind.. it's ur luck ma.. but most ppl lose $$) for every 4d draw will open THIS WEEK.. then i can treat my mum better food...anyway the number i cannot tell u la.. u all keep guessing lor.. or can ask mi... but jus keep on buying lor.. since i buy so long liaoz...


--junyan--
9:26 am



Thursday, July 13, 2006
hmm... counting back... today is moi 15th day.. working in mediaring le... so far so good.. i tink i am beginning to settle down le.. but in alot of ways.. it's veri different from my days in the army after bmt...and i am now veri sure i will miss it forever.. and i don mind.. if the time can turn back again to 23 september 2004.

it's the day i first entered maju camp..get to know s3,rsm,ops wo,mdm toh and ppl from the warehse...like derrick,aaron,andri,michael and lester (alex drove mi down from the bridge office to the warehse...with his personal black colour jazz car.)

anyway past of past le... so now i hope i would be able to make frens over here and keep contact wif them like i did during my army days...and even my study days... everyday is a learning journey which give u experience.. so tat next time when u do the same thing... u will be able to face it wif more confident.. becos some of the problem u might already face it b4 already...


--junyan--
9:17 am



Tuesday, July 11, 2006
hmm.. it's a tuesday.. and i am now doing a task which the company assign mi.. to do...and it testing some software.. so sianz... but nm... i can save up moni using the salary i earn and get ready for my future studieds... somewhere middle of next yr? hmm.. since i hav ord... i realli feel alot of changes.. and the reality of this world which when i am in army i didn't feel it...

when i am in army... i am using bus stamp.. and i eat in the army cook house.. and i don hav to pay much.. even though my allowances is onli $390 per mth for the past 2 yrs.. but it's a veri settle life becos i am doing the same thing everyday.. and now.. i have to maintain my commitment between.. work... releationship,my parents..and finally my bed... tv.. and computer i never realli use or watch tat much le.. expect in the company lor.. use computer to do work ma...

my mum's birthday is coming this saturday... still wondering wat food can she eat.. during her bday makan...worst is tat hope she don get sick again on bday... otherwise.. haiz.. dunno wat to said man...

anyway i hav planned to work OT for my work everyday for 1 hr.. so i can save more moni .. b4 i go my gf hse for dinner.. and home to sleep and chat wif my mum...


--junyan--
9:57 am



Monday, July 10, 2006

Zidane was sent off for head-butting Marco Materazzi.

hmm.. so fast... another week have jus come and go... today wake up le.. in the morning i went online at home specially to check who is the winner of the world cup 2006... and it's italy... haha... actually moi favourite is france becos.. they have players tat have and shown their talent over many years and alot of them is going to retire.. so i thought they might retire on a high tat is winner a world cup...but in the end... zidane somemore can get red card for head-butting an italian player as a farewell of his last ever match as a player...

anyway toking about the weekend..i tink it's ok ba... as my mum is sick once again and it's very serious coughing... 4th time within 2 months... haiz...

so i saturday.. after waking up at 10am.. i bring my mum to downstair coffeeshop rite away for breakfast... i ask her to take her own time and eat slowly while i go to settle the bills payments... becos every month de first week.. i will need help my mum pay house rent,town council fee, PUB, SCV, Singtel Fixed line, Pacific Internet , Handphone bill all kinds la... then also every week help my neighbour buy 4d.. and also do some banking transections... and it usually took 2 hours to complete... but as my mum is sick... i have to rush.. up.. and finish it within 3omins...without rest... and then bring my mum from taman jurong to jurong polyclinic which is located at jurong east... to see doctor...

waiting for doctor.. in a govt clinic can kill u wor...as u have to wait 2-3 hours b4 u see the doctor face... haiz... but lucky.. it still afterall prove as time to chat with my mum and make up the lost time... due to my work and releationship commitment...

so when i bring my mum back home... after i pei her for lunch together... as she is abit too weak to had it alone and need mi to support her walk around..the time was already 2.30pm.. and i had to rush to sent my mum home b4 i can bath.. and go out rite away to mit my gf... and when i mit my gf it's already about 4 plus.. as i need sometime to cut my hair also...at bugis junction..qb house.. haiz...

sunday is about the same... due to watching 3rd and 4th placing de match(finally some personal time for myself) i didn't wake up ontime .. so when i wake up at 11am.. my mum is looking at mi.. beside my bed becos my mum is hungry and she didn't want to wake mi up as..she knows i never had enuff rest after all the commitment i am in.... so she jus stare at mi lor... haiz... so once i wake up.. i rush to buy lunch for her le... and then.. come home clean the house.... sweep the house.. throw extra rubbish.. wash the bowls and plates.. as my mum is too tired to do so... and then i realise.. it's 3pm.. haiz... worst... under the rain i took bus to my gf.. house and reach there at around 415pm.. lucky she bring unbrella... out.. and bring mi to her hse.. haha..and i pei her to until 1115pm instead of the usual 1015pm before a working day inorder to make up the lost time for her lor.....


--junyan--
9:11 am



Wednesday, July 05, 2006
yup... as i said yesterday.. i am now the holder of 2 ndp tickets..thanks to the person who sell to mi becos he hav something on tat day.. i am lucky to have it.. and i am gonna give 1 ticket to someone... as our 4th month present.. if nothing went wrong... next month...

after taking ndp ticket from that person... i went to sbs transit hq at braddell rd rite away.. to take my $100 singtel voucher.. which i got from taking part in a contest...

during my trip i actually take a cab with a jackneo aircon advertsement beside it from toa payoh interchange to sbs transit at braddell rd and i also ask him to wait for mi downstair if he can bring mi back to my workplace at chai chee once i take the voucher.. without much thinking the driver saids ok.. and he go and pump fuel to his cab while i take my voucher then sent mi to chai chee...

we chatted alot... from raising of cab fare and he also share with mi his experiance of he and his childrens.. which have all grown up... and the youngest is the same age as mi... as how they get their car and motorcycle license.. he is also veri nice that he introduce his daughter's driving teacher to me.. and tat guy only collect $22 per hour.. mean if i pass it the 1st time i might spent less then 1k? maybe... haha..


--junyan--
9:22 am



Tuesday, July 04, 2006
haha... jus another day... and yesterday i went to yahoo.com.sg to look for ndp tickets .. and i found a pair of tickets within an 1hr.. while mi workingz haha... so i am taking it today.. together with my hp voucher which i hav won by collect e-token during my nsf days.. during this afternoon... hav to rush here and there otherwise i can't get back office ontime le... :)


--junyan--
9:20 am



Monday, July 03, 2006
Hmmm.. it's monday morning again... and it's working for another one week...and over the weekends i tink i done quite alot of things tat not onli is for my gf.. but for myself, frens and my mum...

On saturday i hav finally manage to contact with some of my best fren.. meimei and kangxin.. and mit my gf after buying things tat i needed at plaza singapura's watson and spotlight... example shampoo and pillow..

on sunday i pei my mum since morning after i woke up... chatted with her for a whole morning which i have not been doing so since i started my releationship with eileen and bring her for lunch while we contiune to chat b4 i boarding bus 30 and go to my gf hse...

reach her hse at around 2pm.. and we went out at around 2.30pm and board the bus 33 which actually i intend to go and see my nike shop but then we ended going to my kindergarden church which i studied 16 years ago.. (my gosh)...

we also attended a church service becos my gf wants la but in the end i realli enjoyed it becos i manage to hold her hand during one phase of the service haha!... and i personally walk around the place and actually still found out tat one of my teacher is still teaching there... after 16 years!! thur the picture she took with her class and pasted on the notice board at the 1st floor.

after tat service we went back to queensway shopping center and to ikea and we ate burger king at there until around 7plus.

7plus i thought we would actually go back home from ikea and all the sudden at the bus stop we saw ikea bus towards tampines for free.. so both of us board the bus.. and we reach tampines at 8.15pm... (cannot image all the sudden queenstown.. go the tampines) she mit her secondary frens.. and i saw my ite frens.. which i spend my younger days with... b4 bringing her back home.. and go back my own hse... realli enjoyed this weekend


--junyan--
9:31 am


The Pianist

> Name: Liew Jun Yan
> Age: 22
> Horoscope: Leo

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