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Thursday, September 28, 2006









(Horseshoe Bend, Arizona... life is full of twist and turn..)

ya... tonite will be the first ever day... since june... tat i won't be seeing my dear... but it will be jus one day.. i can't see her... as i hav to buck up my studieds on my driving basic theory from tonite onwards... till tomolo's test at around 8pm...and realli hope i can pass this test in one try.. and i could start learn the real driving le....

yesterday mit her after work.... at her place... had dinner together... then watch tv for a while... and go coffeeshop.... b4 i went home....

actually since i left the army... my life hav changed alot.. i try my best to do things.. and face problems tat i won't dare to go and face it in the past...over my limits... and hope i can improve myself abit.. as time goes...

i am having a veri uncetain future.. of both my job.. and releationship... as both require alot of my wisdom(i don tink i am veri good in wisdom) and time.... and i hope i won't lose both in the end...

my heart for her is there....hope over the last few mths.. i hav made her a happier person... luv her..


--junyan--
9:29 am



Wednesday, September 27, 2006










(Will there be a 3rd season??? around 2008 and 2009?)

today is onli yesterday... and i am veri tired already haiz....becos yesterday i stay at my workplace to rush up my work till 10pm...b4 i mit my dear at her place and she was watching princess 2006 again...dunno she got miss mi anot.. when i never come at the usual time to her place... haha anyway.. realli used to go her place everyday... so no matter how late it is...if it doesn't affect her and her family... i will still go and pei her...even for a while... i don mind... b4 i go home.... becos the heart and feeling is already there for her....

reach home around 12.. rite away fall asleep... till 7.30am... woke up abit late.. becos too tired already.... brush teeth,bath... put lotion... on my face (my face becomes veri dry recently..) rush to take train.... and reach abit late around 9.13am....

ya.... hady won the singapore idol...and today mediacorp said.. they will decide wheather will there be a 3rd season of singapore idol.... by end of the year also.. even if they agreed to hold a 3rd season.. it will onli happen on earilest 2008 or 2009. so realli hope there will be a 3rd season... and hope mediacorp cancel the rest of the talent search shows... becos it's realli deprived our limited local talent(getting lesser and lesser after each kind of talent search show) and interest of ppl watch singapore talent search shows...also drop....too much local talent show already..

realli tink they should groom those who already won it... like taufik...sly..weilian... kelly...junyang...and singapore media should help and promote them as a household name for years to come.. something like zoe tay and fann wong...and not forget about them .. after a new talent or winner was found...

love her with all my heart..


--junyan--
9:22 am



Tuesday, September 26, 2006
hmm.. today will be a veri busi day for mi in my work.. and i gonna go for it.... ya... yesterday hady won... but actually i realli prefer jon.. my dear also..

due to work today.. i can onli post veri short msg...

i realli enjoy every moment wif her... miss her...


--junyan--
9:21 am



Monday, September 25, 2006














(Vote for Jonathan Leong at 1900 112 1901 or sms 1 to 43657.. support him..)

yoz... mi feelin veri energetic becos after working for the whole entire month..i finally get 2 days of rest.... which means 2 days without thinking anythin about my work....2 days of enuff sleep and most importment.. 2 days of my dear dear being with mi.... hehe...let the story begin...

on friday after moi work... i went to my dear's hse as usual then pei her bake maple syrup cookies..and we fail to bake it for the first few arounds...mainly becos the tray and amount of ingreident put inside each tray does not allow the cookies to be fully bake..so first few trieds is not veri good... we manage to bake...the correct maple cookies out...after a few trieds...

all the sudden my dear dear said.. she wanna come my hse...and i agree rite away.... so hav moi dear dear pei mi home.. on friday nite... staying overnite wif mi.... so we hold hand... walk pass thaim siew ave...b4 we took bus 30 to moi hse...

on saturday... we wake up at around 11plus... wash up... go and eat lunch... at a foodcourt near my hse... and we eat curry fish head... plus fugong eggs... for lunch...my mum was wif us also...after tat went to vcd shop and brought princess 2006... the korean tv serial show...my dear watch all the way at my hse.. until around 5pm.. and we went back...

at her hse... we contiune to bake and this time it's become like cupcakes instead of cookies... but we feel tat this is the best cake we ever bake... since we started...

around 11pm... i thought i will be going home as usual... and my dear.. start to sms her mum... ask for another nite to stay at my place...secertly... without telling mi leh... haha.. so surprise... and her mum agreed b4 my dear dear tell mi...

she said... dear tonite i go ur hse again... then i was shock.. but touched la.. realli veri touched and hapi...

so sunday we spent another day... something like saturday.. then bring her home.. and we watch singapore idol final de telecast at her hse...

then tonite... we will go indoor stadium together... to watch the singapore idol final result show... yeSs... and i realli hope... jon will win.. becos he is sincere when he sings and he brought is own natural self..which is great... hope jon wins...

dear... i love u...


--junyan--
9:29 am



Friday, September 22, 2006









(Confirmation email of send by Today for Singapore Idol final tickets)

today is friday liao... finally i can pei my dear bake cake le...and i am sure she also been waiting for this day for veri long already... ya dear.. remember to take the butter out of the fridge later ok... must soften the butter... not i said wan... the book said wan... ...otherwise we already start baking last nite hor??? hehe...

ok tonite we will be making maple syrup cookie... so dear dear.. we must hug hug while baking cookies ok...i luv u alot...

ya yesterday i told u guys about mi joining 2 contest for winning the singapore idol final tickets rite... so yesterday around 3pm I receive an email from mediacorp today newspaper... saiding that i have won a pair of tickets for the 25th sep performances.. for the result show... so realli happi that my dream for attending the final show hav come ture....and yesterday evening i went rite away to today newpaper de office to take the ticket b4 going to my dear's hse...

anyway i will be joining my fren to go and watch this show... becos my dear would prefer to be staying at home to support the show....but nevermind la dear.. i will pei u bake.. all diff cakes this few days ok... i promise u...

luv u forever....eileen..


--junyan--
9:21 am



Thursday, September 21, 2006


(Singapore Short Film - Tak Giu)

hmm... later mi will follow my dear to haig road to buy baking ingredient... dunno my dear wans to bake this time..i let her decide ba.. but today must buy ingredient liao... and we will bake tml nite...

i hav entered 2 contest to win the singapore idol final tickets.... so i realli hope i would be given the tickets and can bring my dear dear down...to singapore indoor stadium..once again..

singapore idol concert is 7 thousand ppl in indoor stadium with the rest of the singapore watching from tv...so it's not like a normal close door concert.. it's like everyone will be able to view it.. and like whole singapore will vote ...tat kind of excitment... so i realli hope my dear will agree to go wif mi... if i win a pair of tickets....

been watching alot of youtube recently.... found tat actually singaporean short film are also quite interesting.... so i have put wan for today.... the name of the film is called... tak giu... hope u all like it.... it's about a bunch of guys with the desire of looking for a soccer field.. and got catch by police....hope u all will like it...

miss her alot...


--junyan--
9:39 am



Wednesday, September 20, 2006









(NeVer LeT HeR OfF mY sIdE)

it's wednesday already... and i jus sign my overtime claim form yesterday... and realised tat i hav collected like 60 plus hours of OT... hehe..can save for more money for my studieds le... and also can buy some of the things which i always been looking for... maybe eariler le.... so happy...i WaN MaCbOoK...(can someone buy for mi.. haha)

realli work veri hard lor.. for the past 1 mth.... it's like one of the most eventful and busy month i ever had.... becos.. i onli stay at home for around 8hours aday... jus to sleep and pei my mum.... the rest either working or mit up my dear....and other commitments.. veri busi.. and i realli understand the feeling when 24hrs is not enuff...

miss my dear...

will love her till my last breath...


--junyan--
10:03 am
i am also going to introduce u my favourite singapore idol emilee kang..

jus feel that she is a brave speaking confident and mature kind of lady and if she becomes singapore idol she will surly be someone who can preform veri well for us... internationally...

follow are her 4 performance in singapore idol...



(Emilee in the Piano Show...)



(Emilee in the Parents choice......)



(Emilee in the Number 1 hits........)



(Emilee in the Jazz show........)


--junyan--
9:54 am



Tuesday, September 19, 2006

(Shane singing what makes a man)

today is tuesday already...which means i am onli left with 1 more week to study for my driving theory test... so i am beginning to kan chong already....even though i had already read most of the theory book.... but if i fail the test this time round... i will hav to re-take it all over again and it's gonna take sometime b4 i can start learn the REAL driving... hehehe...

maybe alot of ppl dunno....i am a fan of eMiLee Kang.. for singapore idol...althought she was voted out on the 3rd show.. of singapore idol final... but her style... chirstma... and pattern jus let mi feel she is the wan to be singapore idol... at least one of my favourite singer...










(Emilee on the train...)

ya you all wan can go to her blog at the following address

http://emilee-kang.blogspot.com

and i also left alot of comments... week after week... so u all can found my comments there at her blog's comments section ... hehe...

hope my dear like the video clips of westlife taken during concert in singapore....and i put will different wan... each time...

ya.. kinda miss my dear.. already... wish to see her now...


--junyan--
10:11 am



Monday, September 18, 2006








(Making of Mini Cup Cake)

mit my dear on friday nite.... pei her as usual.. but all the sudden while are watching tv... she told mi tat she wAnNa bake cup cakes....wahHhhh.... EiLlEn CaN cOoK???

so... have to leave our comfortable and soft sofa and went together to sheng shong supermarket to buy bakery material..... lor then tat time was about 9.30pm liaoz... so they are about to close and we are some of the last customer... haha... but interesting lah... must buy floor,sugar,essance,eggs,cup for the cupcakes and milk... lidat lor... haha...but we can't find all the things we needed... so we buy those tat we are able to find...first lor...














(Went to Lion City Hotel for High Tea..)

saturday work.. in the morning... until 3pm... mit my dear,her mum,her ah ma and her aunt for high tea.. at lion city hotel.... after tat went to parkway parade...mph to buy cookery book tat teaches how to bake cup cakes ... then we also went cold storage and ntuc fairprice to buy the rest of the ingredient.. which we can't find at sheng shong....

around 6.30pm we went back... to her hse... and start baking cup cake... lotsa .. lotsa cup cake... till we run out of eggs... and we went 7 11... for a while b4 we contiune to bake until 11pm when i go home....

sunday... went for work... but during lunch time..i mit her for a while... and come back and work again... till about 5pm.... then left office and go her place.... to contiune to bake cup cakes...

b4 i reach her hse... she was on her way back after buying addition ingredient, jus to ensure we won't run out of ingredient...and we saw each other at haig rd.. on the same direction back to her hse...

we onli bake butter cup cakes on saturday...with different essance like strawberry,chocolate,banana and etc..make it smell like it... but on sunday we not onli change the formula... but also.. add real ingredient to favour it....like milo... chocolate paste... to make it taste like it...

so.. now everyone around us... hav cup bakes to eat.. but i tink we bake too much already... althought it's fun to make... but dunno will they get bored of eating it... haha...

realli miss her alot..


--junyan--
9:39 am



Friday, September 15, 2006











i am gonna introduce ... you ppl a veri good website today.. specially if you wan to save some moni for food,movie and concert... this website will surly help u...

the website address: http://www.bigtrumpet.com.sg

it's actually a website setup by.. NTUC income.. tat sell insurances.. as apart to benefit their customer in return... they usually post veri special promotions and deals for food voucher,movie voucher and concert ticket..here... also non-policy holder are welcome to buy as apart of promotion to let everyone know the brand which is NTUC income...(ahh.. don worry they won't ask u sit down and tok to u about their policy inorder to buy those vouchers...they jus wan u to know the brand tat's all)

here are the few special deal i found veri attractive to everyone...i will show u all 1 by 1 in picture.. and sum words...

1. Movie Voucher $7.50 each








so... movie voucher at $7.50 ..isn't it cheaper?? also the voucher can be use on weekends also... so per voucher u can save up to $2... so if you are those who catch a movie everyday... and doesn't wan to pay more... this is promotion is specially for u..

2. Food Voucher

Currently there are 2 types of food voucher they are promoting...



















First wan is yamagawa japanese restaurant.. voucher and second is my favourite swensen's dinning voucher and both are at 15% discount... so if you hav a family party.. or if u are running out of cash... this is great for u...

3. Concert Tickets










concert tickets... ya... if you wanna watch some concert all the sudden but really wan to try save some money... u can also come here and find... there are quite afew attactive priced concert.. usually at HALF price...but it's in balloting mode so.. u also need some luck... to get it...










this is a screen shot of thunderstorm concert... actually i wan to show u all the forbidden city promotion at only $70 for a pair of tickets instead of $140... HALF price...

4. Chalets

Chalet also are in special price here... so why wait???















miss my dear alot...


--junyan--
9:49 am



Thursday, September 14, 2006









(British Airways London Eye, also known as the Millennium Wheel, opened in 1999 and is the largest observation wheel in the world)

ya.. today is also our 5 1/2 mth being together.....actually i never thought we can reach this far...no matter how much i hope tat we can last forever blah blah....

we started under alot of uncetain condition... from her family... to getting to know people around her... to adjusting our lifestyle of each other... (all the sudden got someone hold ur hand and hug.. also must adjust hor hEhE...)

but we also had alot of happiness being together... alot of happiness until i dunno how to write.. becos it's kinda long.. so i keep this part until we reach HALF a year... hehe... 1/10/2006 ... children's day u know.. haha...

my dear seems veri concern....about my blog entry yesterday and she take the efforts to call mi rite away after reading it... and also fLOoD my tagboard....but i also veri touched... by her sincere and willingness to solve our problem

at nite after working.. i went to her place as usual... and after all the misunderstanding causing us to drift away a little bit.. (sometime if tat person don tell... no one will know.. chemistry doesn't mean u can understand her vision and ideas without telling)

we are back.. sticking together again... as close as ever.. hEhE... so after having dinner at her hse... watch sum tv... then went down for a walk..towards a shell petrol station...

brought some ice cream... and magazine before walk back her hse again....help her settle some email account problems... b4 i went home...

ya... hope we can take some neo print this week.. becos we 2 like mani donkey years never take le... so dear.. please search for good neoprint machine....

i tink couple should open up.. and reply upon uncetain or doubt... realli...

and we will surly last forever.... if we can solve every problem like this wan...


--junyan--
9:25 am



Wednesday, September 13, 2006


(If you can't save a ball, then take someone head as a ball so that people feel you tried your best

tomorrow is our 5 1/2 mths since we are together ..so it jus another 2 weeks more to half a year...and i realli puzzled and wonder tat how far we can go?... becos at this moment...

i am still trying my best to accept her new changes...of not wanting to hold my hand anymore.. not wanting to hug mi anymore...and every conversation from me specially when she is watching tv is a disturb to her....

last nite... she rather play wif her maid... or go down wif her maid to see the mediacorp filming (mediacorp is now doing regular filming at thaim siew ave and some veri famous singapore actor and actress always go there for firming)... then go alone wif mi... maybe i am jealous ba.. i am like a glass to her.. at tat moment..she also play wif her ah ma...

i realli dunno how to explain the feeling... personally i don feel stable in this relationship..anymore... and become veri sensative... becos the elements tat link mi and her together had gone.. realli gone...if ur boifren/gerfren doesn't wan to hold ur hand anymore and feel disturd whenever u try to... will u scare??? when i was sitting beside her.. i cannot tok to her at all...cannot hold her hand..cannot hug her...it's jus like i do anything...surly will disturd her...

i dunno how long i can go on like this...

but i jus can't give up her also..becos tat feeling and lifestyle tat i am used to like going her hse everyday... i jus can't give up at easily.. becos i realli like tat lifestyle...knowing her.. knowing her ah ma... her maid... everyone in her family is a special experiance for mi...an experiance never had b4...realli hapi to know each and everyone of them...

so now.. my heart is veri painful...

i realli wish to go back to 8 april 2006... at broadrick sec sch de bus stop... and my first time to her hse.. sitting at her sofa... tat feeling..

lets hope we can be together for long....


--junyan--
9:14 am



Tuesday, September 12, 2006
hmm.. today i will going to tell u the differences between my releationship wif my dear 5 months ago and today

1)she will write diary everyday...

2)she will put photo we took everytime.. in the album

3)she hold my hands tidly if she wan mi to bring her out..

4)she will sms mi or call mi every morning after my sms...

5)she will make sure i hug her when watch tv

6)she will plan what to do on saturday and sunday.. will angry if never go..

7)she make sure i go back after 11pm on weekdays and 2am on weekends...

8)she don mind going outside everyday after work....

9)she don mind walking to fort canning hill.... no matter how hot and sweatly and scarly it is.... she jus wan to made tat swear wif mi at fort canning hill...

10)she wrote 2 letters... tat dedicate how much she teasure mi in her heart and she will make sure i will always be wif her side...in the letter also wrote she will always hug and hold my hand

11)no matter how much the family doesn't like mi at first sight.. she hold my hand hard... never wan mi to leave her...

12)onli thing she doesn't change is she is still wearing tat ring...i gave her..
but always threaten to take out...

is tat the eileen i know?















(Will we ever take neoprint again?)


--junyan--
9:52 am










(Poster on the fridge)

ya... that's moi company... if u steal half packet of vitagen which belongs to someone else... and u never replace it... tat's the result...

tat person will write a post.. and put it at the door of the company fridge....

SHE WILL SKIN YOU ALIVE...

haha....


--junyan--
9:26 am



Monday, September 11, 2006










(Singapore Indoor Stadium - Westlife Face to Face Concert 2006)

after finishing work on friday around 6pm.. i rush to her hse rite away... and during the journey to her hse... it starts to rain... damn unlucky sia... and i am stuck in the bus stop becos i don hav any umbrella... so hav to wait for my dear's maid to bring one down.. b4 i can reach her hse...

then reach her hse.. chat wif her mum for awhile.. and bath... and around 7.15pm we set off from her hse.. to singapore indoor stadium for westlife concert..and we reach at 7.45pm by cab...

and i never had eat dinner... and was veri hungry...so i went to the 7 eleven after entering the stadium..and realli intend to buy a burger...and do u know how much is a small chicken burger there??? $6... wah... daylight robbery sia... i mean.. it's jus a small chicken burger... leh... $6..... not said i am cheapskate.. if u sell a chicken burger and fries meal.. wif drinks.. at $8 i will surly feel better then buying a small burger for $6...

so i never buy and i ren wif my dear until the concert finish and went to her hse and eat...

saturday... and sunday are quite veri bad days between mi and her... but now everything hav settle... and lets move on ba...i will be a better bf.. after this weekend incident...i feel i should actually hav understand her character and when she want something and when she don wan....

hope i am still able work here... i am kinda used to working here... and nid to earn moni for my studieds...after tat incident yesterday..

oh ya..today is 9 11..is also the day twin tower collapse 5 yrs ago...lets hope such incident will never happen again...

god bless


--junyan--
9:16 am



Friday, September 08, 2006












(Face to Face with Westlife)

ok...i must admit it hav become a habit for mi to write a blog everyday liaoz... and it is now apart of my life... like usual route of the day...

ya... today i will be going to indoor stadium for westlife concert... with my dear.. hehe... finally the day has come... and realli realli hope she will be happi 2nite...

becos it's her favourite band...and i tink she is going to kee siao liaoz.. 2nite... and now my bag is full of lightstick..and extra clothings for 2nite.. lor.. damn heavy

then saturday i will also be resting...finally.. leh.. i been working everyday for 1 month liao... can rest le... hehe..

hope she likes it.. love her in my heart..


--junyan--
10:03 am



Thursday, September 07, 2006














If we have no growth, you will have a Singapore that is going to go down, look scruffy; people will leave. Not just foreign workers, people who are educated will create life for themselves elsewhere. There must be progress, security and high standards of transportation, schooling and health"

MINISTER Mentor Lee Kuan Yew


--junyan--
10:42 am







(Aide Iskandar, captain of the Singapore national football team, hoists the Tiger Cup in 2004)

left work early becos there isn't much to do yesterday at workplace..... after work went to national stadium to watch the soccer match... and singapore draw with china.. so it's still ok la....

since young.. whenever i watch a soccer match... i will always tell myself... i don mind the team i support draw the game... better to win... but never lose... becos it's a veri bad feeling.. veri veri bad feeling...

i can still remember... tiger cup 2002...when singapore vs malaysia...and singapore is somemore the host of the tiger cup 2002... we lost to malaysia by 4-0.... it was a nightmare to watch such a result...and tat leads to the sack of jan poulson...

raddy tookover by 2003 jan.. can see he made alot of changes... dare to use the youngster.. and with the form of young lions team in sleague.. i tink it helps alot.. to our win of tiger cup 2004... and our 2nd major trophy in international stage...

yesterday was the first ever match i watch... since jan 2005.. and tat time singapore was in tiger cup final... and won the game...

i jus somehow feel there was deprovement in the team.. especially the midfield... it jus didn't perform like the standard in end of 2004... i realli wish the players will work realli hard... learn from others... and achieve wat they don believe they can...

it's lucky to draw with china... becos they themselves are out of form and finishing touches... but when they attack.. they are veri fast and brave..

tat's kind of style.. i hav never seen from our national team.. since we exit from malaysia cup in 1995.. tat kind of speed... physcial holding... reflex.. our players hav to learn alot... and to work veri veri hard....

hope one day.. a correct person will change every singapore player's mentally.. and let them go to the next stage as players... they hav alot of training time.... they jus need to learn... learn...

after tat i went to mit my dear... it's kinda late but nevermind... becos it's once awhile onli... and then i went home... and rest...

ya tomorrow.. is westlife concert liaoz... hehe

and hope she don skip her lunch... :)


--junyan--
9:06 am



Wednesday, September 06, 2006










(Mount Hood is a dormant stratovolcano in northern Oregon, in the Pacific Northwest region of the United States. It is located about 50 miles (80 km) east-southeast of the city of Portland.)

is there a way to actually make someone who is shy and doesn't realli speak up alot to become an speakable person.... which hav a good heart within him known by people around him.... is there a way???

i wish to get out of this 4 corners... but i jus can't... when i see people who i didn't know well... specially veri speakable ppl... i jus can't... it's not tat i am a outclass person.. or ppl who will mess up things... it's i jus can't speak things up the rite time and the rite way...

how to learn?? i dunno... facing problems.. in life....releated to this weak point of my..

hope things can get better.... :)










(Singapore vs China: Lions captain Aide (1st from left) and coach Raddy (2nd from left) at the pre-match media conference)

ya... i will be going to the national stadium tonite..after moi work... to watch singapore vs china which kick-off by 7.30pm and it's a must watch game.. becos will also be the last 2nd ever soccer match to play inside national stadium before it's tear down..(those who knows the feeling of kallang roar better don miss it..) on dec 2006..

so lets hope singapore can win... and get the 3 points arh.. we are already 3 points behind both china and iraq le... so must jia you...!!

realli love my dear alot....


--junyan--
9:10 am



Tuesday, September 05, 2006





(Sydney Harbour Bridge at night)

got a cut on my hand today while boarding the train... becos the person's bag beside mi was veri sharp... and worst of all he bang against mi... so now.. while i am typing this blog... i can still feel the sharp pain on my right mIdDle.. finger.. haiz... dunno offend who.... why all fingers don cut.. must cut moi mIdDlE.... finger...

went to mrt de toilet wash my mIdDle fInGer becos.. it keep's bleeding non-stop... until veri pain... haiz... then wash le.. take mrt again.. and reach work place late... (sorri manager... haiz)

my dear jus called mi... she said tat she and her mum tok alot last nite... and specially about her mum who was veri regert tat she tends to side my dear sister more during the younger days and ignored some care on my dear....

over is over le... no one is at fault... life is all about experiance...so most important is we are able to learn our mistakes.. carry on from it.....and still care and love each other...


--junyan--
10:23 am



Monday, September 04, 2006
had a busi weekend... packed with my work... and nearly neglected my dear(only reach her hse around 4 plus) haiz... i wonder how long i can carry on like this...












( Lake Mapourika is located on the West Coast of New Zealand's South Island)

i am realli tired....

i wish i could make everyone around mi happi...

even if i am wear out.. i will try my best...

sorri if i can't...

haiz...


--junyan--
9:29 am



Friday, September 01, 2006














Had a long chat with my mum last nite after i went home around 12am and we hav conversion until 1am...my mum thinks that she hav 'fan tai shui' (a chinese god) this yr..mainly becos her zodiac is chicken and this is the year of dog.

Furthur more this dog is the closest releated to my mum becos every zodiac is actually differents by planet system... zin (Gold or Mercury) mu (Wood or Jupiter) sui (Water or Venus) hor (Fire or Mars) tu (Mud or Saturn) and which zodiac planet system will only occur once every 60 years...

Example i am born on 1984... i am actually a mouse of mu (Wood or Jupiter) so 1984 plus 60 years is year 2044.. before the next mouse of mu (Wood or Jupiter) comes.. also that is mainly the reason why chinese take their 60 years old birthday seriously.. it's not only you become a senior citizen.. it's also becos of your zodiac...

so this currently zodiac which is dog.. and planet system i forgot already.. but both dog and my mum's chicken have the same planet system and chinese hav a word... zi chuan bu ling (dog and chicken will never live in peace) so my mum tink that she fan tai shui' (a chinese god) this yr.. and i agrees...

beginning of the year looks fine for her but ever since i started to work...she had fallen sick 4 times due to non-stop of coughing.. fail 2 urine test due to blood stain inside her urine and went to hospital for checkup few weeks ago and doctor advise her to take a scope checkup which is today.. at NUH.. around 10am... sad...

i know some people said i neglected my mum.. i realli cannot said no... but i can onli said it's not mainly due to my BGR but it's more releated to work and i have to work everyday from 9am until 8pm at night...thereafter i onli went to my dear's hse for dinner and stay while..and tat's like onli 2hours plus.. before i went home..

and i am working 7 days a week which means everyday...and why am i working so hard for? if u hav a mum who is 61 years old and you wan to furthur your studieds... will you ask money from her?? take her retirement cpf for my poly??? crazy... no mi the answer is definetly NO.... so from this you tink i don't care about my mum?? i am more worry of her then anyone else today...

my mum hav never taken such scope test and i know that feeling of scope becos i taken it twice the more the scope tube went inside the more pain you feel but what can i do? if she doesn't take the scope test today, she will never know why does her urine bleeds everytime during the test for the past few years... forever and i am working 2day... i can't risk my work...it will make her life worst if i lost my job and take any money from her...

i hav tried my best to get close to her le... i hav planned to bring her to kusu island and the malaysia trip and it's all confirm.. all on November 2006...i hav made a passport for her once i got my first pay...(her old only malaysia passport hav expire and also invaild to use nowadays)and i am paying all the money for my mum's side..and i don wan her to spent a single cent....becos i owe her alot of care...she work veri hard to ensure i grow up with good memories even with broken family.... the malaysia trip will be her first trip out of singapore since 1989... so you tink i don't care for my mum? :)


--junyan--
9:30 am














We started out together wishing that we will never be apart...

it isn't an easy road... and it realli takes alot to understand each other....

We faced alot of problem... and we manage to walk thur it...

It's easy to have feelings with someone....and start out a relationship with him..

However as times goes by.... every relationship with anyone will still face
problems...becos life is a journey of problems...

An Everlasting relationship must be able support each other and face the problems we have...

and still hold hands together....

so we did it...didn't we?

Happy 5th month to you.... eileen...

PS: I would officially like to present an invitation to 'Miss Eileen Gan' to join me for the 'Westlife - Face To Face' on 8 September 2006 8pm at Indoor Stadium.


--junyan--
9:20 am


The Pianist

> Name: Liew Jun Yan
> Age: 22
> Horoscope: Leo

Wishes

--> Diploma Studies <--

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--> *Caring Mum* <--

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